Buck / James

Literally a Capybara
27 - he/him - Sagittarius

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Welcome to one of my tiny pockets of this familiar hellscape broadly known as "The Internet".The name's James, though you may know me as Buck, Remi, Phish, or even Audrey.Some of my Meet The Artist info is now out of date (the job details), but the right column has stayed generally the same!

I am a two-time admin for the Cinnaverse as well as the owner of Palettars, a WIP semi-closed species! I am also a moderator for Tricksters (owned by my BF) and have worked for a few other species in the past.I have drawn for as long as I could hold a crayon, and CS + character design in general have stuck with me for over a decade. Nowadays my art queue is long and my motivation is low. Regardless, I am still active in some species groups (Cinnas, mostly). Catch me on Toyhou.se or Discord!

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KEY
♨️ - No doubles, please.
⚠️ - Hesitant on doubles; ask me.
——In the past, I have heavily used kinning to try to cope with my fractured sense of self. I had no involvement with the kin community at large, nor did I ever hold delusional beliefs that I was these characters in a past life. Instead, I saw pieces of myself in them, sometimes a lot of pieces, and so my identity formed around them.Nowadays, only a core set of kins still impact my daily life; these will be marked according to the above key. These IDs are tied to mood swings at best and dissociation* at worst. Anything else on the list is effectively just for fun and is a lot more lighthearted.I feel extremely uncomfortable interacting with some doubles. I'm not trying to have an identity crisis every time I want to check my frequent sites, and I refuse to cause trouble or make a scene; instead, in moments like these, I will avoid talking about the source, distance myself from the convo, or I may temporarily block someone if their display name / icon / profile theme is a double. I truly don't mean this personally; it is for my own comfort, and I acknowledge and own up to the fact that I am the one who is insecure.With that said, if we've known each other for long enough and you know we have some smaller doubles (anything not marked with the Key), don't let this page discourage you from interacting with me. I am only ever referring to kins marked by the Key.*Disclaimer:
I take mental health very seriously, so to combat any rogue accusations against me, I will disclose that I have exhibited dissociative tendencies my entire life and am currently in therapy to address these and other mental health issues. I will never publicly claim to have a disorder without first having medical recognition from a professional. However, this does not mean I will be completely silent or hide my symptoms in servers I participate in.As a final note, do not assume things about me based on what I have / have not discussed in a chatroom. You do not know me. I am human, and I am allowed to use whatever means necessary to sort myself out.Thank you to the vast majority of readers for exercising emotional maturity and understanding.

• My Brand
• Comfort Charas

[ ID / CORE ]
Doubles DNI unless we have explicitly come to an agreement.
♨️♨️ James Buchanan Barnes / The Winter Soldier - Marvel, MCU
♨️ Dean Winchester - Supernatural
♨️ Remy LeBeau* - Marvel, X-Men——
[ SECONDARY ]
♨️ Shouta Aizawa - My Hero Academia
♨️ Shizuo Heiwajima - DRRR!!
⚠️ James Logan Howlett / Wolverine - Marvel, X-Men; mostly non-canon——
[ TERTIARY ]
⚠️ Hatori Sohma - Fruits Basket
⚠️ Frank Castle - Marvel; The Punisher (2017) + non-canon
⚠️ Eddie Brock - Marvel; Sony-verse movies + non-canon
• Geralt of Rivia - The Witcher; non-canon——
[ FAINT, FUN, OR PREV. - in no particular order ]
• Chandler Bing - Friends
• Dr. Gregory House - House, M.D.
• Espio the Chameleon - Sonic
• Shadow the Hedgehog - Sonic
• Tony Stark - Marvel, MCU + non-canon
• Bruce Banner - Marvel, MCU + non-canon
• Rei Ryūgazaki - Free!
• Tenya Iida - My Hero Academia
• Shoto Todoroki - My Hero Academia
• Stede Bonnet - Our Flag Means Death
• Burgh - Pokemon Black/White
• Nanu - Pokemon Sun/Moon
• Legoshi - Beastars
• Mr. Wolf - The Bad Guys (movie)
• Donatello - TMNT——
[ NON-FICTION / OTHERKIN ]
• Capybaras
• Slugs
• Stingrays
• Deer
• Wolves
• Birds (small, like chickadees, finches, wrens, shrews, etc.)——
[ ETC - not listing them all ]
• OCs (Cinnas particularly!)
• Pokemon (ex. Luxray, Lucario, Umbreon)

"My Brand"

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Food + Drink
• Coffee
• Mountain Dew (Pitch Black + Baja Blast)
• Monster Energy (Pipeline Punch)
• Fried + deviled egg imagery
• Peeps imagery + collectibles
• Green apple imageryPlants + Nature
• Peonies, gingko trees, soft grass (ex. fine fescue)
• Labradorite, undyed Howlite
• Capybaras, stingrays, slugs (banana), teeny birds, deer, wolvesEmojis
☕️🌱🍏🍳🏹🎸💛♐️💤
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Colors
• Indigo blue, "gloomy" blues (cadet)
• Grass green
• CMYK
• Dull browns and greysGames
• Pokemon
• Guitar Hero
• Infamous trilogyOther
• Arrows, Sagittarius imagery
• Crocs
• Webkinz
• Build-A-Bear

Comfort Characters

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Socials

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• oCoffeebara
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• u/Buckshoddy
• @buckshoddy

• Coffeebara
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• Buck
• @buckshoddy

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I am most known for my work with Cinnas, the closed species created and owned by Kenna / @darkvvision! As such, most of my art examples are Cinnas, but I'm up for almost anything. Details for custom Cinnas are on my Cinnaverse Queue Trello.For non-Cinnas, as well as non-customs, pricing is case-by-case. I so rarely get commissions that aren't customs that I don't standardize my prices for other commission types. You will need to ask for a quote to get pricing ideas; I have a new Google Form linked on my TOS that I will likely ask you to fill out.READ MY ENTIRE TOS BEFORE ORDERING. There is a password, so I can tell if you don't.DM me on Discord for the fastest reply about a quote for a commission!

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DNI + Triggers

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DO NOT INTERACT:• Soft DNI to anyone under 16; this does not include minors in servers I moderate, of course.
• Doubles with IDs (♨️); It's not about you /gen. I am mentally ill and prone to spiral about my identity. I am working on it.
• Transmed, truscum, radfem, transphobic, queerphobic in any way, anti-neos, you gatekeep gender identities
• Pedophiles, zoophiles, proshippers / darkshippers indulging in immoral fetishes like incest, non-con, extreme gore, etc.
• You think owning evil / immoral OCs means the owner condones that character's actions or is evil / immoral themself (DO NOT misconstrue as fiction ≠ reality; I am not a proshipper.)
• Endogenic systems / you think DID/OSDD can manifest without trauma
• Republicans, especially if you're combative or argumentative when discussing politics, or feel the need to bring politics into every conversation.
• Christians; we can coexist so long as you are not constantly talking about your faith with me. I have religious trauma. Do not proselytize.
• You solely create hardcore fetish works and your fetishes bleed into everyday life/convo.
• Vague and badly worded, but DNI if you're a shit-starter, eat drama for breakfast, etc. Y'all know who you are.

TRIGGERS:• Lice (do not even use the word around me)
• Eye horror, some specific analog eye imagery that's hard to describe (drawings of eyes are almost certainly okay; it's only specific photomanips of real human eyes, where they are edited to be darkened, crunched, flipped upside down, and some others). Similarly, photomanips of people with smeared/blurred facial features.
• Glitch effects, visual and audio, specifically utilized as jumpscares or to create suspense, including the sudden stopping of BG music (i.e. Flowey intro to Undertale); DATAMOSHING.
• Glamourization / romanticization of drug use, including weed and psychedelics.
• Glamourization / romanticization of Christian religious imagery (priest / cult OCs are usually okay, but I'm also a little wary of lots of crosses on designs, even in Gothic fashion contexts)
• Graphic depictions of animal abuse or suffering
• Extreme fat fetish / gainer content, specifically in relation to medical complications or impending death. I am a fat person with medical complications. It is not something to fetishize, nor is it healthy to strive towards.
• Conflict; I may be emotionally irrational during a conflict / confrontation.